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[PeppyPatti]

Sorry @tyme iv just reedited that message about Ann Devonson. 

I feel iv learned so much from Sane. In the past I knew like study stuff and getting through daily BS being married to a schizophrenic and not understanding my place in the world whilst my original family attempted to destroy me. 

I was struggling through my sons doing dr. And getting through. 

Today I understand myself in 

I'm not famous. 

No one cares but iv gotten to a stage where I wrote a letter to my oldest son old school asking him if he had time if I could be more present in his life. 

I feel my excessive - vulnerability being settled a little tiny anount but being proud of it. 

[PeppyPatti]

What happened @TAB 

[tyme]

Truly amazing @PeppyPatti .

It incredible to see how our lives have changed over time just by looking at past posts and emails. When I go through my emails, I see right back from my teenage years. It makes me think, Where was my brain back then???

[PeppyPatti]

Sweetheart, @ENKELI I know nothing more than you. 

Iv lost all friends.

I dearly wish that you, me @Glisten ( more sorry I can't think of others names..   apologies ) could have a cuppa and get on with our day. 

No stress. 

I know only one little tiny thing and it's because iv associated with very dangerous people and that is to stay safe. Be kind. 

That's it. 

When you wrote that I felt it was written when you were tired. That's all. 

Yes, it's true, I'm proudly crazy. I was never ever loved by my mother and until this year I wanted it. I did things to want it. I wanted to be acknowledged. I wanted a mother who talked about stuff. 

You made a mistake. You trusted someone. You didn't hurt anyone, you were normal. You got yourself hurt.  There are worst things in the world. Police beat up people suffering mental health. My ' friend,' who lives nearby wrote some pretty cutting things to her poor adult children. Trump might win Presidency. People are illiterate. The world is better because we do art and we are creative. 

It's ok. 

[PeppyPatti]

Probably @tyme  okay. 

I have a great amount of introspection and possibly....... shame thinking about my past but it's all about not being loved. 

And having a step father that was passive and didn't defend me 

[TAB]

Que re what happened @PeppyPatti  ? to you ? 

[TAB]

had holter monitor re hosp @PeppyPatti 

[PeppyPatti]

Are you cool @TAB ? 

I'm exhausted

Then Mr Buddha went to a dive hotel in Freo, met a lady who took him out for the night. 

Very cool. He gets out of hospital, gets back on the medication and a lady took him to the casino for fun.

He bought her a couple of drinks but she took him out for the night. She was 20 years his junior.

After all these months of online dating where nothing happened except theft and lots of crying it all happened for him. He met a nice friend. He told her he's diagnosed schizophrenia, she said that's okay. .

I'm happy for my ol' friend. 

There are good people out there...   

[TAB]

sounds like he met my ex fm Armadale @PeppyPatti  lol she used to joke about lobotomy scars, but dont think she was..

she was also a working girl with needs , yet looked healthy, owned a house and had a job

she used to hang around the cas lol

[TAB]

re his date, its got 'danger signals' written all over it re $ @PeppyPatti  who knoes